See Ya!

There is no need to update this blog for awhile

Goodbye

Dreams

Dreams

I had so many dreams bout what i will do in the future

About how many kids to have, what to name them

About which countries to visit, which cafe to hop to

About taking law, about taking masters

About marriage, about life.

and now they're just dreams.

Project Family Takeover

BOO!

I know you will be reading this

I am taking over your family, when you come back, you have to be Janice to me.

Just writing it down.. in case i forget

see you in June, although im already seeing u.

The feeling of nothing could go wrong

Imploding
From a cher to a cher.. Dont go anonymous.
Red bull gives you wings
I'm dry already
0 hrs sleep
Tuition
Waiting

tumbly

grad trip

now now...

UK?
US?
SK?

Travelling alone... looking for friends.. excited!!

note to self

but he is not a rebound

Then he how

Newest fantasy

afternoon naps are filled with death by lifts.

2nd day in a row.. only this time i didnt die.

Need to find out which 4D number to buy.

Tuesdays

Monday Blue
Tuesday Bluer
8.44am - i tried visualizing your face.. turns out i cant remember, its fuzzy at best. I guess the brain really do know whats shitty for you. Time for breakfast.

Brand new sucky week

Monday.. i managed to mark finish an entire class`s test paper in 2 hours.

i dont like being at my desk.. i think.. alot.. im tired.. my head pounds like an elephant is stepping on it.

had a class.. missed the timing.. felt invincible.. didnt go.. nobody said anything.. am invincible, although im meeting my hod tml.. hope everything turns out well.

Learning to accept things ppl say.. the way they treat you.. its all cause and effect.. no matter how you run.. it still goes back to the cause..

Thank you for saying that few lines.. it makes me feel that little bit better.. probably helped tide me through the day.

Btw.. all of the above is bs.. i accept that.

Im ok

soon

This process of thinking back and wondering whether things would be different has to end.

It is a process that i have to go through in order for me to start-not neglecting the one that actually cared for the past few years.

It hurts.. bloody hell it hurts like mad.. I'll never forgive myself.. but this has to end.

I hope you'll be happy.. i really do...im sorry.

~Changi beach at 3am feels nice~

note to self

think of the sad stuff in front of the class.

This way you cant cry shit..

And hopefully it'll all go away eventually.

Thats what im doing.. right now..

4th day

It will be ok

I will be ok

This will all pass

I will pass this

3rd day

i am here waiting for you
I forgot how nice it is to wait for someone you love.
This may well be the last time i see you.. i really hope it would not be.. but i cant tell you.

2nd day

Dearest

Its the 2nd day in a row im crying in the staffroom..no one here knows about us.. i cant tell anyone cause im not friends with anybody.

Where are you... why cant u trust me?

I feel like dying..

Are you using the cash box that we bought at book fair? Because i am..